Heavenly Father
You show me love, when I myself felt
Unloved, and unlovable.
And in the end taught me the true meaning of this sacred act.
You are the lighthouse in the distance when I was lost in the darkness.
You are the quiet voice in my mind when I question life’s obstacles,
And didn't understand what way to turn.
You give me off ramps when I was going the wrong direction , and on ramps
to get me back on track.
You gave me encouragement when I did not want to get back up from defeat
Because you knew of the difficulties I had yet to overcome.
You taught me that a no, is most likely because you have a better way
And not because you did not want me have that answer to a prayer.
You gave me a gift of feeling others feeling to better understand my own,
To become a more compassionate person, and to lend a helping hand to those in need.
You have taught me to just not seek you when things go wrong, but with every aspect of my life.
You have made me aware to pray, not just for family and friends, but for my enemies and those
That seek my destruction, or seek to persecute me.
You have started to create Patience in a vessel that once held little, as well
As self awareness of actions when none previously existed .
You are a beacon of bright light In a world filed with darkness!
And in whom I grown in faith and strength and love!
Thank you Father, I Love You
Dear God,
I am broken, I am lost, the pain I sense from this word
The pain of the children and the atrocities committed against them cause me much pain.
The corruption that occurs in our government, and the abuses of humanity is more than I can bare.
But that all fails to compare to the sins I commit against You.
Try as I must, to fight these, the darkness of this world seems to drag me backwards Into its deep abyss.
For that I am so deeply sorry, I’m sorry for the ill feelings towards others,
For the Ill words, for the immoral thoughts and acts. I’m sorry for not giving, I’m sorry for things done in past lives and actions.
Lord God forgive me, cleanse me of my sins and ability to commit more.
Lord you have shown me much, you have guided me through many raging storms, you have held my hand in many of times. How did I repay your kindness, in sin.
I lord may not at times feel that I am worthy of your forgiveness but I know you might see otherwise.
Lord if it is your will guide my path, my ways, my words and my actions.
Lord, I am scared for what lies ahead for this world, not just for me but others.
Lord I pray for all even those that wish me harm, I pray the criminals face justice but also seek you and your love.
Lord I pray for those that fight the evil when all seems lost, I pray for every hair on every head
In every country.
Lord I pray for my family, my friends and those that mocked me,
I pray for peace to replace war, for love to replace hatred, for justice to replace criminality
Lord God these written words my never see your beautiful eyes but my thoughts and heart truly will.
Lord thank you, with love your servant
If You Have Eyes
If you have eyes that truly see you have a great grasp just at how broken this world seems.
If your ears are truly open then you are no doubt hearing the cries of those in pain.
And if your heart is open to the empath senses God created you with, then you also feel the pain of the broken.
The hatred, brokenness the lies, cheating, divisiveness have taken your hope, your dreams and maybe your faith. We are all just sitting back praying for justice, for answers for a sign from God that he will end this entire nightmare. We are expecting a miracle! We as Christians have forgotten something,
The miracle has already been granted, we just need to get on our knees and ask for it. As Individuals, as communities and as a country, and the entire world, then we must believe as if it has come to past.
God has already gotten me to this point, it’s why I keep going In this fight. It’s why I won't back down.
He has heard the cries of the world, he has heard the prayers, for it will be Biblical, Glory be to God. If having faith In God and not man, or the courts or the justice department makes me crazy, then trust me I have no desire to be sane! God has heard our cries for the children and victims of Human Trafficking. He has heard our cries over the covid and forced vaccine. He has seen the injustices, the Treason and high crimes. Despite our wayward journey in life, and turning our back to his ways, our most loving God has heard us.
Why has he aloud these things to happen? Simply one does not change until at the brinks of self destruction. So for us to term to him we must have had to look ourselves in the mirror and want to change. So if you believe that man can only change this world with the help of our Father in heaven and not solely on our own efforts then spread the word.
Our Father
We thank you for your patience, for the your hearing our cries and forgiveness of our sinful ways.
We thank you for you unfailing love. Lord we are sorry for our crimes against each other, for the hatred that divided us from you. For each and every sin we committed.
Lord this problem is far bigger here than we could possibly fix on our own. It is of both this world and the spiritual, and far beyond our comprehension. So Lord God hear our cries for this Nation and every Nation as we rid this world of this evil. We ask this in your name
Amen.
Angels and my Soul
I have for what seems like forever,
Thought and been under the impression that our souls,
Are not only a extension of God but is who we are.
To put is simply, we are a spirt (a soul) that has a human host,
We are not a human that has a soul.
I have also felt that, that soul is part of God himself
It is the light of God Himself given to us upon the instance of life shared between a man and a women.
This explains at least to me why I have always fought so hard against abortion.
He, God has given us a part of himself, and we desecrate that gift.
This view on our souls may also explain why
I don't see people’s skin color.
See if you see someone’s soul, aka the light of God,
Then we have no color, have no gender, have no height issues
No weight issues. Just a energy.
But I never understood how angels fit into all this.
That is until I heard a video from a sweet Irish Catholic lady.
Who has claimed to have seen Angel’s sense birth.
She wrote a book called “Angel’s in my Hair”.
Her claim is warming, and uplifting but also perplexing.
She said Angel’s have no soul, that they are creatures created by God.
Created for specific purposes, each souls has one a guardian angel,
And in fact some Angel’s only show up in certain times of the year.
This wonderful sweet lady made one other claim that I have felt for far to long.
That is this dimension we live in, is changing. It is transcending to another level.
She also said that America is a very special place like no other on this planet.
It has a vibration that comes from it's people.
Emmett Speelman